break the wall

today i have 15 days since i last smoked. today i ran. like 2 bus station. for me this is very much. but because i haven't smoke for 15 days i could do it. i ran. at first i though i will simply die but then suddenly i felt my shoulder moving, what an amazing feeling. wow. i was flying. i was feeling all the muscles in my body, the blood pomp. i had a body. alive. vital. strong. capable of amazing stuff. like my whole life was opening in front of me. i felt superbly. like a wild horse. free